Anger is a powerful feeling. Makes you forget the sadness. But only for awhile. I wish I could just be angry forever. You don’t deserve any feelings of mine and I think I’m finally starting to realize that. I have a cold heart for you now and I’m sorry it had to end like this. Maybe if it wasn’t the 80th time I’ve been put second I’d be reconsidering. I fought for you so hard. And for what? absolutely nothing. Never once was I anything that mattered to you, so why should you matter to me? I hope you change into a person someone would be lucky to have, but you are not that now. I cannot wait till you find someone that you care enough about to turn your life around for. I know deep, deep down you have a good heart, so wake the fuck up.